That kind of unhinged energy…. Every single time he goes out there, he fucking […]. I quickly replaced my pants and began nervously buttoning them afraid of what my brother might have seen. I wonder what was going through his head as he considered me kneeling there. We'll assume you're ok with this, but you can opt-out if you wish. Goddamit, you are going to feel for the guy. The horse is understandably happy by this turn of events.
I was entranced by his dancing until I heard my youngest brother call out to me.
So, the next time it happened I watched more closely. I walked down between the tall Red pines just below a short drop-off in the hill. He knows that anguish helps highlight those pleasurable sensations. Poor dude!
He knows that pain and pleasure go hand in hand, basically.